esplanade. hahah. i dont really know what there is to say about it. all i know. it was weird, and i was traumatised. as in. really scared. really really really scared. and i dont even know how to explain it. hahah.

anyways. its a nice place, good environment for studying, and... the ROOFTOP TERRACE IS SOOOO NICE!

oh. and look at this.
nothing is better than eternal happiness right?
and half a cookie is better than nothing right?
so is half a cookie better than eternal happiness?
hahah. this is actually a olevel subject. called LOGIC. LOL!!!

AHH!. just when i thought id finally get better, the headache comes back, full force, and the fever's back too. did nothing but sleep today. couldnt even get out of bed. made it to the computer with ALOT of energy. i hope i get better tmr. theres band... and i dont want to miss it. band yesterday was... haha. toccata and fugue in d minor. the whole day. and it was so fast. i couldnt even take a proper rest and im all tired out, reached home, and now i have a cramped up right arm. cant type proper. woke up today at 4.15AM. with some whole body cramp thing. it was so painful, i couldnt get back to sleep after that [so much for wanting to rest, sleep in till 11 today.] so im up at 4.15am with a freaking headache, runny nose, and a sore throat. oh heres a tip. if you eat strepsils to get sore throats away, take menthol. NOT any other flavour, cause the strength is stronger in the menthol one. my sore throat's gone. so. now im down to the fever, headache and runny nose [which i think is going away] i hope i dont overdose panadol again. haii... i think im going back to sleep. cant stand it. im too cold...

hello everyone.

im not exactly in a blogging mood currently, cause ive been just so disappointed over the past few days. everythings just hitting me, all at once. im so lucky to have _____ as a friend. its just so nice that i always find someone to confide in before the troubles hit me. and i really want to thank God for it. anyways. thanks for always being there for me and all. its nice knowing theres someone you can rely on. even when everyone else turns their backs on you. even when society is too busy to care.

i just love my other devotional book. its so amazing that everytime i read it [instead of my new one] its talking to me. its helping me when i need help. its always just inline with what im questioning. everytime i have a special need, or question, it has the answer for me. its teaching me, and i can become a better person. i just love how God is so in control of my life. how He can always help me with my troubles, how he places people in my life to help me, to lead me back when i go astray, and to just be there for me. thankyousomuch.

to the person who hates me : i dont really know why you hate me, but. im sure that hating a person is definately NOT a nice feeling. the anger that you portray to that person, may just get reflected back at you. i dont know how. but the one being hated [under these circumstances, me] doesnt know the reason for being hated. and all the anger you spurt out, doesnt get anywhere, cause the person doesnt know. i hope that you can stop hating, and just approach me. tell me what you hate about me, so that i can help you to get rid of the hate. if you must, go ahead and yell at me, cause that way, id know why. i dont understand why hating has to be blogged for the whole world to see. i mean. whats the point? its just going to make people think that you're asking for sympathy. and i dont think thats the real reason behind it. is it?

meanwhile. im going to stop hating the people i hate. cause its just causing more hurt than needed. its all just excessive. and theres no point hating a person, cause it isnt going to change anything.

smiles people.